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To my Baby Princess thank you for all your love. Sadly passed away on Wednesday 7th April 2010. Miss you.
Added by: Nigel Clemow on 14 April 2010.
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Nigel Clemow writes [4 October 2011]:
Thank you so kindly for leaving me this message it brought tears to my eyes, it is to this day still tough not having Susie around I miss her deeply so I know exactly how you must be feeling at this time with the loss of Polly my heart felt wishes go out to you, even though its over a year now since Susie left it feels so empty here I sometimes wonder should I get another I just can't not because I don't love animals I adour them its just that Susie left such an empty hole in my life that can never be replaced...again thank you my heart felt wishes and Love goes to Polly and all your family take carexxxSuzy Leedham writes [4 October 2011]:
Dear Nigel,
Even though I've never met you or your beloved Susie, I just wanted to send you my heartfelt thoughts and sympathy because I know exactly what you've been going through during all these long months.
I lost my own beloved cat Polly 10 weeks ago yesterday on the evening of 25th July to a sudden aneurysm as she slept next to me, and it was at this moment the day after on the 26th that I had to leave her at the vets to be taken for cremation at Rose Farm. The image of her dying and then having to leave her in a strange place keeps haunting me over and over again and my heart is completely broken. Life without Polly, like your life without Susie, is totally empty and without meaning now. People around us seem to 'get on' with their lives. But for those of us whose life-purpose stopped when we lost our dear companions and our family, it's so, so hard when we just want to curl up and cocoon ourselves in the love of our memories of the precious years we had with our treasured cats. I feel in a horrible time warp, as you must do as well.
I have been reading a short story called "Tucker the Spirit Cat" available on 'E.Books' which may help you too. It has given me a little comfort and it especially reminds me that even though I can't see or cuddle Polly, she is still with me - for I believe as you must, that to love another being so completely and so unconditionally, and they us, we will never be parted and nothing, nothing can take away that love which is so pure and connects us to them. Remember that Spirit flies and I believe that Polly is always with me and never really left, as you must with Susie. None of this takes away the pain of our grieving, but it helps us to know that we, and we alone, TRULY know that deep down our precious darlings are still with us very close if we sit quietly and listen with our hearts. It hurts so much though, and reading your words about your feelings for Susie were so moving because I DO know how you feel as I am going through the same.
Very soon, I will write my own tribute to Polly on the wonderful Dearest Pets memorial page(I wouldn't have known about it were it not for Rose Farm), but I am still in too much shock and grief to find the words at the moment. When I do, I shall put some photos up of Polly, my little Selkie, and you'll see what a beautiful girl she is. I think the photo of Susie is so lovely with her beautiful silvery-stripey soft fur, and I can see how loved she was by you from her expression of contentment and the way she smiles to the camera.
Take care, and know that others are also thinking of you and Susie too helping her memory to live on.
With kindest wishes,
Suzy LeedhamNigel Clemow writes [7 July 2011]:
Always as promised dearest Susie today is your birthday, miss you dearly baby only wish God could have granted you eternity with me here, take care special one lots love alwaysxxxxxxxNigelNigel Clemow writes [5 April 2011]:
My dearest Susie its a year now since I lost you princess and you have never left my thoughts once I constantly and continously keep the promises I made and continue to miss you dearly lets only hope one day we will be together forever thats a promise made and a promise kept
Love you always and forever
NigelxxxxxxxNigel Clemow writes [16 December 2010]:
Dearest Susie
I could never let this special time of the year pass us by without feeling the hurt that still within me, where you always loved to climb the tree and somehow sleep in the braches, then investigate the presents making sure yours were there, I could never nor will I ever forget you so dear to me I miss you deeply and I know one day we will see each other again until then I'll continue my prayers for you stay safe princess until we meet. Nigel xxxxxxxNigel Clemow writes [11 October 2010]:
Sorry that the final peace of our plan took so long sweetheart my solicitor promised when I visited him July 8th the will would take it would be 3 weeks but that never happened he seemed in no rush but now As Promised My Dearest” Susie” “Princess” Everything Secured “New Solicitor” “Will”& Rose Farm Our Final Resting Place
Where We Will Be Re-United “Together Forever” Our “Devotion To One Another” Was Always Very “Strong & Solid”
One Day “Susie” You Will Be Let Out of Your Box & Put In With Me So I Can “Protect You” “Forever” Once More
“I Feel So Sorry For You” But Rest Assured That One Day We Will Feel Safe & Secure With Each Other Eternally
And We Can Have Our Favourite Coloured “Pink Bulbs”As Our “Mark” With Our “Engraved Slate”
You’re Daddy “Paul” As Promised To Take Care Off Everything For “Both Of Us” As “Detailed In Folder”
Nothing Was To Much Trouble For You A Very Unique “Susie”& I Am Sorry For Leaving You Alone Each Day
Nobody Truly Understands Your Loss To Me; But To Me You Are “Very Special” “Susie”
Love Always & Forever Your (“Nigel”) I Miss You “Dearly Every Day” My “Heart Is Broken” Without You Here I Would Give “Anything” To Have You Back Here With Me Again;The Day You Left Me Was The Day My Heart Broke In Half
You Truly Did Not Deserve To Fall Ill & Leave This World The Way You Did & It Really Hurts Not Having You Here Were You Belong
You Are Irreplaceable & Will Never Be Replaced
Your Ever Loving & Faithful Companion
Nigel xxxxxxx
Remember I Will Always Return Here On Important DatesNigel Clemow writes [3 October 2010]:
Susie
It’s now winter dark & cold
Missing your warmth of having you to hold
Always snug up together warm & hot
I truly miss you one enormous lot
If only there was a way to bring you back
I would through back the duvet
So you could jump in the sack
It’s seems so unfair that your no longer here
But trust me my darling I love you so dear
Take care my Susie until we meet
I have also contacted solicitor who forgot
And informed him to get to get on with his promise
To finish the will, back soon Princess
Love always
Nigel xxxxxxxNigel Clemow writes [30 August 2010]:
Dearest Susie
My thoughts of you are contstant and forever cherished and missed my darling, not that long ago I had the bad of our cat nephew Jasper who sadly left this world, a few months after Jaspers owners decided to adopt two cute kittens cleo and casper, today we say goodbye to beloved casper only 4 months old who sadly fell ill with his kidneys and had to leave this world so young they are both with you now my sweetheart in rainbow heaven and one day like myself we will be re-united again, look after each over until we meet god bless.
yours always
nigel xxxxxxxNigel Clemow writes [9 August 2010]:
Dearest Susie
The pain inside me is still so intense
Still trying hard to make some kind of sense
Why without warning you suddenly fell ill
And had to cross over to rainbow hill
Searching my soul I crave your love
Imagining angels and a little white dove
I wish more could have been done to have kept you here
I would have climbed any mountain and scaled any stairs
I miss you greatly with each day I seek
Wishing you were still awake and not asleep
The day will come one day when I close my eyes
Re-united again with you my dearest in the skies
Love always Nigel xxxxxxxNigel Clemow writes [22 July 2010]:
Hello “Princess”
“Susie”
No I have not forgotten you, you’re in my thoughts, memories, prayers & dreams each & every day that is one thing that I vowed to keep & continue religiously to do so, like I said I come back on important dates & there are many more of them to come.
I met up with Vincent today to ensure when I pass from this world him & his organisation are the persons responsible for taking care of things that we all wish for & to ensure that my wishes are defiantly met, & after discussions today I am more at ease because their organisation have been to our site & carried out wishes like ours before, that is very re-assuring
I am still waiting also for the solicitor to come back to me after he as put my new will in order once he as done that I will be back again.
Take care as always my dearest beloved & remember your number one priority in my life & always will be because of our special bond, rest my darling until we meet, God Bless & Take Care
Love always Nigel xxxxxxxNigel Clemow writes [13 July 2010]:
Dearest "Susie"
I have just received the sad news that my brother and his partner Debbie as just lost one of there most beloved Jasper your cat nephew who sadly passed away today 13th July 2010, Jasper was deeply loved and will be very misses like you are to me sweetheart, both of you will play together until we met when I will be able to look after both of you, take care sweetheart and tell Jasper we love him dearly.
NigelNigel Clemow writes [9 July 2010]:
“Susie”
I have not forgotten my beautiful Angel that it was indeed 6 years ago 10th July 2004 a Saturday I adopted you & that was the happiest day of my life having you & it would have been your adopted birthday this Saturday 10th July 2010.
I am always conscious of everything because of our special bond that was strong between the two of us, it’s very sad you could not be here so I could spoil you.
Never worry my sweetheart special dates will always be remembered, Love you “Susie” until we meet,
Nigel xxxxxxxNigel Clemow writes [8 July 2010]:
Hello Princess
“Susie”
Fully Secured
Met the rest of the dear people who took care of you on June 8th 2010 when you sadly left me 7th April 2010, firstly “Danny” who secured final payment, then dear “Penny” whom kindly gave me our “Deed of Ownership” along with “Jim” our plot is now fully secured and to ensure nothing goes wrong I have been to my solicitor on 8th July 2010 and made all this clear in my last will and testament.
I truly miss you dearly with my heart and soul and keep wishing and praying you were still here with me, it’s so sad that when we share our lives with those we love so dearly they are taken away from us so fast,
You always will be and still are my little girl “Susie” that’s why I have made sure everything is detailed and correct, nothing was to much for you, the love and devotion you gave to me could never be replaced, you were unique and a very individual “Cat” with your own character, especially in the way you not only showed your love and affection to me but also the way you always spoke back to me when I asked you anything, only wish we were given the gift to understand what you were really saying,
Each morning when I rise I am lost not having to see you, feed you and cuddle and kiss you, it’s so sad your not here but I always imagine and constantly think you still are with me, if “God” could grant me a wish I think we know what that would be is to have you back here were you truly belong,
Rest my “Baby Angel Princess” in the knowledge I have ensured we will be together again in eternal rest that as been my priority since 7th April 2010 and pray in the other world we will be re-united you can be sure of that.
Sweet William, Roses< Daffodils too
Every flower reminds me of you
Making sure that most are pink
I will never forget that little wink
Your little white paw
Was your unique sign
So there was never mistaking
That you were indeed mine
“Susie” My one and only and I will never replace you, you are irreplaceable;
As your Pink collar says you will always be my little “Heart Breaker”
Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.
When “Susie” passed away she was especially close me, as it says she goes to Rainbow Bridge.
Were there is a meadow and hills for you and all your special friends so they can run and play together.
There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, you and your friends are warm and comfortable.
It was sad you fell ill but you are restored to health and vigour; you were never hurt or maimed and you will be made whole and strong again, just as I remember you in my dreams of days and times gone by.
You will be happy and content, except for one small thing; you miss someone very special to you me, who you had to leave behind.
You will run and play together with others, but the day will come when one suddenly you will stop and look into the distance. Your big bright brown eyes are intent; your eager body quivers. Suddenly you begin to run from the group, flying over the green grass, your legs carrying you faster and faster.
You’ve spotted me, and when we finally meet, we will cling on together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again.
Giving you many happy kisses which I will rain upon your face; my hands again caress your beloved head, and we look once more into our trusting eyes of each other, so long gone from my life but never absent from my heart.
Then we will both cross The Rainbow Bridge together into Heaven never to be parted again
I will see you my beloved “Susie” at The Rainbow Bridge my dearest where eventually will be reunited. The beautiful green meadow located "this side of Heaven" (were before I enter into it). I will look for you at the “Rainbow Bridge” the meadow and an adjoining bridge connecting it to Heaven.
When you sadly left me on 7th April 2010, my dearest “Susie” you will go to the meadow, having your body cured of any illnesses, frailties or injuries. “Susie” my “Princess” you enjoy running around and playing with other pets, knowing your missing only one thing – the love and companionship of me, who is still alive on Earth your ever loving “Nigel”
When I leave this world on my journey toward Heaven I will cross the meadow. Whilst doing so, “Susie” who shared your life on earth with me you will spot me and run to greet me. Reunited, cross the Rainbow Bridge together into Heaven, never again to be parted your ever loving Nigel xxxxxxx
“Notice”
“To all that visits this site, this is a memorial page were dedications can be left once both “Susie” & myself are re-united, this is because our resting place as special arrangements e.g., no flowers allowed only “Bulbs” ensure there “Pink” “Susie’s” favourite colour, also no wreaths or messages this memorial page is where you can leave your dedication which I will be proud of anyone that leaves messages keeping our memories alive.
Love as always, Nigel xxxxxxxNigel Clemow writes [30 June 2010]:
Dearest “Susie”
The other day I had a vision of the time you warned me of what could have been a tragic event, it’s whilst I was upstairs doing the usual housework you suddenly cried out, naturally I came down quickly to see what the problem was, you warned me that the sofa was smoking apparently it had could alight and if it was not for you my sweetheart things could have been a whole lot different;
That I owe you a big thank you for with plenty of hugs an d kisses, you save us both from a fire disaster happening, another reason and there are plenty I can think of which I owe you for, you are indeed and still are a very unique little “Princess” my “Susie” one more week to go and I will be back after seeing solicitor then everything will be as it should secure and in place, rest my darling until we meet.
Love Always
Nigel xxxxxxxNigel Clemow writes [21 June 2010]:
“Susie”
Each day that passes my heart still aches, especially knowing your asleep not awake, my promise to you is sound and solid that’s the one thing that as kept me focused ensuring that everything is in place so that I can rest assured that one day we will be together again, I still have the final stage of my promise to fulfil visiting my solicitor July 8th 2010, to make sure that all is secure and final, oh how I wish deeply you were still with me as stated you are a very unique special “Susie” to me that’s why everything is so important you were mine that was for sure, we all have special things we hold dear to our hearts but in my case your are that special one I hold dear, look after yourself and remember your constantly in my thoughts and prayers, back again soon once solicitor is in place.
Take Care
Love as always
Nigel xxxxxxxNigel Clemow writes [9 June 2010]:
Dedicated to my dearest
“Susie”
Each morning I would rise for work
You would be waiting no knife or fork
Fed me fed me was all you require
Cuddles and Kisses was all you desire
Each morning that past
Trying to put on my shoe
You would leap on my lap
You way of saying I really love you
Then came Easter
A few days of rest
Having more time with you
To give you the best
Sadly you left me
Trying hard to say
Don’t go to work
Just be here with me to stay
If I could have only
Picked up the signs
You’d still be here on my lap
Little “Susie” of mine
Now that you’re gone
I am lost what to do
Still missing you dearly
But will always love you
Love always and forever
You’re Nigel xxxxxxxNigel Clemow writes [8 June 2010]:
My Baby Angel Princess
A promise Kept
“Susie”
It’s been to long already without you my heart aches every minute of every hour of the day that passes, each day I look for you expecting you to come bounding in from the kitchen and jumping onto my lap, each morning and evening leaping onto the bed, coming out to me in the garden sitting on the bench, sitting on my lap at the computer, no one can truly understand my love and devotion to you, It breaks me that such devotion you showed that it seems unfair you were taken from me so suddenly when you should be here where you truly belong.
You came into my life in 2004; and that was a day I thank you for and cherished with every breathe that I have for the rest of my life, you were not only kind, gentle, affectionate and loving but never any bother, feeding you was a joy and I miss treating you, emptying your dirt tray was never any trouble, cuddling you I both loved and now miss, giving seven kissing to you daily was not only my ritual but looked forward to, doing whatever I could for you, during a period of trauma were it was 50/50 I pulled through dealing with a terminal illness and from nowhere you appeared and helped become less stressful, that I am forever grateful for having the chance to have you in my life if it was not for you I would have given up along time ago.
Now sadly your gone and being here without you is hard to deal with, I made a promise to you whilst you lay there asleep that one day we will be together again, joining you and vow we will never be parted again, that promise as been kept and our resting place now secured; you dedicated your life to me and it’s fitting in return I dedicated my eternal resting time with you.
“Paul” as been a strength to me since your passing and can see the sadness that lays within my heart daily, he is a special person not just to me but to you also, you loved when you could to rest upon his lap whilst I cooked and always waited patiently for me to finish up with treats for you and immediately rushed to be upon my lap once all was done, no one on this earth will take away the treasured memories and love I have for you, I miss you greatly and love you lots.
I pray twice a day to see you again and only wish I could give you more kisses and cuddles, I hope in the after life we are reunited but I know we will rest together forever some say times a healer not with me what time I had with you will be forever cherished you should have had longer here with me.
I both Love and miss enormously but will keep your memory alive forever and eternity until we meet; Take Care and thank you for all your love, may God keep you safe until I we are reunited so that I can take over looking after you again forevever.
This memorial page will be forever kept I have ensured that in our wishes it’s visited daily and messages left on important dates so we together will be eternally remembered.
Sleep tight sweetheart.
Love Nigel xxxxxxxNigel Clemow writes [28 May 2010]:
“Susie”
I never knew that love could hurt
And hurts now we are apart
We trusted each others promises
Including a dear hearts
Your love was soft and meaningful
Your purrs and kisses never lied
There was never any need for words
The truth was in our eyes
Now there is coldness there
That hides behind my smile
I thought you would never leave me
Not even for a while
I prayed each day for you to stay
And tried hard not to let you see me cry
But I promise we will be together again
In the big blue open sky…. Nigel xxxxxxxWillow Morrison writes [27 May 2010]:
To Nigel, family and friends...
Thank you so much for the kind words you left for us regarding our darling Boo, We lost him just the day before you lost Susie, so my hope is that they met on the Rainbow Bridge and are now happily playing together. Boo was a house cat and I always worried he missed the company of his own kind, so he will give Susie lots of kitty hugs! The pain still hasn't eased for us but I am planning a memorial garden and with each new piece I gather to create it I feel a happy connection with him.
Stay strong, hang on to the good memories, and trust in the belief that we shall one day all be reunited.
Willow xNigel Clemow writes [27 May 2010]:
Hi sweetheart going to Rose Farm June 8th to put final peaces together for our reesting place, spent the first Thursday home since you left although your still here, I never forget you and thanks to this page I never will I made a promise the day you went to sleep and have kept that promise miss you emormously wish you were still with me rest Princess love always and forever Nigel xxxxxxx 7 kisses I always gave you everyday back here again soon.Nigel Clemow writes [19 May 2010]:
I always visit you here every day that I can; It's so comforting to be able to see you, your constantly in my thoughts, I miss you so much if only I could have you here with me I would come running, sleep tight Princess until we meet. Love always and forever yours Nigel xxxxNigel Clemow writes [11 May 2010]:
To my Susie as promised, finally I got to fullfil my promise to you I visited Rose Farm were it was your last trip and have met Jason who took care of you and have reserved our beautiful palce were one day we can both be together forever, rest sweetheart remember you will never be forgotton your very special to me I pray for you every day and have you near me as you always were until we are united. love always Nigel xxxxNigel Clemow writes [30 April 2010]:
Hello Princess still very alive and in my thoughts every minute of ever day, miss you dearly and have kept all promises Rest precious. Love forever Nigel xxxNigel Clemow writes [22 April 2010]:
Hi my name is Nigel Clemow currently residing at the above address; sadly on Wednesday 7th April 2010 around 10.30am I had to make the difficult decision of having my beloved cat “Susie” put to sleep as she suddenly without warning “Susie” became ill over the Easter period.
I adopted “Susie” in 2004 at the age of 12yrs, she found me in our garden after contacting her owners they had little time for her and allowed me to have her, she gave me such a golden 6 years of love and affection as I did in return, she was still is in my heart a loving, warm and extremely affectionate cat to whom not only doted on me but I also adored and worshipped her with every breath I had.
“Susie” always look for me; she felt safe & secure with me, on my lap all the time whether I was on the computer, watching the TV, reading a book and often contorting myself so she could sit on my lap whilst I ate, “Susie” also love to lay beside me at night head on my pillow with my arm around her cuddling in between the soft toys, “Susie” loved her salmon and chicken always looking around the corner at what I was cooking next.
The house is so empty & silent without you, you were in every room, climbed into every cupboard or drawer that’s why I have your picture in every room so I can always see you.
“Susie” meant everything to me and I am so lost without her, I always rushed back home from whatever I was doing to be with you; I was especially looking forward to being with you over the Easter period; I remember telling you the day before Good Friday how we will have more time with the whole of Easter together sadly you fell ill without suddenly and without warning and had to be rushed to hospital Easter Monday and left this world on the Wednesday.
“Susie” gave so much love, lots of cuddles and plenty of joy as I did to her in return; I can only take comfort I was with you in your final hour, I remember when I received the call early Wednesday morning upon my arrival you instantly recognised me gave me that silent “Meow” you thought I had come to take you home sadly that was not to be but sadly had to watch you peacefully slip away in my arms this broke me in too; we all miss you, your cuddly toys “Teddy and Panda” who you love to cuddle up to on the bed including “Hippy Dragon”, your little soft toy “Paul” but especially me you were my Princess my little heartbeat and always will be; I promise one day we will be together again forever; you should be here on my lap were you belong with those big brown eyes.
This was a sad time and I will always miss “Susie” she was my “Baby Angel Princess” as I always called you, “Susie” was cremated at Penwith Pet Crematorium and I had her ashes returned to me soon after, the reason for this is as follows.
When I pass away my deepest wish is that her little casket is to be collected and after my cremation along with a photo of “Susie” our ashes are then opened and placed in a pit poured on top of each other so we are together and I wish for our ashes to be laid to rest at Penwith Pet Crematorium which looks beautiful and were it was my dear “Susie’s” last trip.
Love Nigel xxxxMargaret Clemow writes [18 April 2010]:
To a loving and affectionate Susie we will all miss you the sadness in Nigels eyes tells how much your love for each other was great, you did not deserve to leave us so suddenly, will miss you when I visit look after yourself, love Nanny Clemow xxxNigel Clemow writes [15 April 2010]:
Your were my heartbeat thats hard to bare not having you around, you were always with me on everything we did together constantly in my thoughts and there they will stay forever until we meet again, love you lots miss you greatly Baby Princess forever yours NigelPaul Cole writes [15 April 2010]:
Susie you were everything to us you will never be forgotton miss you rest my DarlingDeborah Toy writes [15 April 2010]:
Susie was and still is a wonderful cat, very lovinging and affectionate. We will miss you x x xChris Clemow writes [15 April 2010]:
Realy sad to see your not here anymore life will not be the same as it was before.Thinking of you for ever more R.I.P Susie x
